♥ Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........I'm going crazy...........
27 Nov 2010, 6:18 pm
GOD!!!! WHERE ARE U?
PLEASE TAKE ME OUT OF HERE PLEASE..!!!
PLEASE TAKE ME WITH U...
I CAN'T STAND ANYMORE..
I'M CRAZY..I'M STRESSSSSSED...
I'M SAD...I'M BROKEN HEARTED..
I DUNNO WAT SHOULD I DO..
NO ONE CAN HELP ME..
I'M IN DIFFICULT POSITION..T.T
BUT NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME...NO ONE.................................!!!!
I KNOW U ALL LOVE ME..EVEN FOR MY SAKE..I KNOW DAT..
I NOTICE DAT..!!
BUT PLEASE DUN FORCE ME...PLEASE...
I WANT..I DO WANT TO TAKE HEED OF UR ADVICES..BUT MY HEARTTTTTTT..
I HAV MY OWN REASONS.. T.T
I DUNNO HOW TO EXPLAIN IT..I 'M REALLY STRESSSSSS..
STRESSSSS TO THE MAXXXXX.....
U R NOT ME..
U DUNNO HOW'S MY FEELL NOW...
I'M NOT DEFENDING HIM..
BUT I JUST FOLLOW MY HEART..I KNOW MY HEART BEST..T.T
U ALL INSIST ON FORCING ME TO CHOOSE ONE..
I'D RATHER CHOOSE NO ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!
LET ME BE THE BAD GUY...
LET ME BEAR THIS ALL..
LET ME SUFFER FROM THIS..
I DUN BLAME ANYONE..
ALL MY FAULT..!!
I'LL BEAR THIS ALL..
I DUN WANT ANY OF U GET HURT..I DUN WANT..
I DUN WANT U ALL SUFFER TOO..
I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY THIS ALL..I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT U ALL..
BUT
I JUST CAN'T HELP MYSELF..:(
I'M REALLY AFRAID DAT MY PARENTS, MY FAMILY WILL KNOW THIS MATTER..
I WISH THIS MATTER WILL VANISH FROM HERE..
I BEG U ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL...
I REALY BEG U ALLL.....I BEG UUUUUUUUUUUUUUU..
LET ME SETTLE IT MYSELF..
I NEED TIMES..T.T
HERE..I JUST WANNA SAY :
SORRY FOR MY STUBBORN..
SORRY FOR LETTING U ALL DOWN..
SORRY FOR LETTING U ALL WORRIED BOUT ME..
I'M JUST TOO SAD..TOO SAD TOO HURT TO FACE U ALL..SORRY :(
LET TIMES HEAL MY WOUNDS FIRST..T.T
AND LAST...
I LOVE U ALL..I REALLY DO..T.T
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