♥ We never grow, we never learn, and sure as hell we should never teach.
24 Jun 2010, 1:57 pm

I don't know if I continue, even today, always liking myself.
But what I learned to do many years ago was to forgive myself.
It is very important for every human being to forgive herself or himself because if you live,
you will make mistakes- it is inevitable.
But once you do and you see the mistake,
then you forgive yourself and say, 'well, if I'd known better I'd have done better,' that's all.
So you say to people who you think you may have injured, 'I'm sorry,'
and then you say to yourself, 'I'm sorry.'
If we all hold on to the mistake,
we can't see our own glory in the mirror because we have the mistake between our faces and the mirror,
we can't see what we're capable of being.
You can ask forgiveness of others, but in the end the real forgiveness is in one's own self.
I think that young men and women are so caught by the way they see themselves.
Now mind you.
When a larger society sees them as unattractive, as threats, as too black or too white or
too poor or too fat or too thin or too sexual or too asexual, that's rough.
But you can overcome that.
The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself.
If we don't have that we never grow, we never learn, and sure as hell we should never teach.
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♥ Totally Completely Forgive U, my Baby..♥
21 Jun 2010, 2:21 pm
Ehm ehm...Fiuh..
I wanna tell u something, Baby..
It doesn't really matter what you did anymore.
It doesn't really matter what you did it for.
Or who you did it to…
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
Totally completely now.
What a freedom just releasing from my heart
From my mind and soul!
It doesn't really matter whether or not I understand.
It doesn't really matter whether or not you're still my man.
I still love you…and
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I no longer want to hold on
to that which doesn't make me strong
And I don't wanna care no more 'bout what's right or wrong.
I just wanna be whole again.
I want to be free again.
Want to be me again.
Want to be urs again.
I just want to heal…
I'm so tired of being in pain.
I just want to be whole again.
So…
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
Totally Completely Forgive U, my Baby..♥
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♥ I'LL FORGIVE U
17 Jun 2010, 2:32 pm
I might as well admit it that I still miss you.
I know what I said but
its kinda hard for me and its hurting me.
this is bigger then pride and I wanna give it another try.
I'm still torn in two but love made me make this decision soo.
I'll forgive you
but you really hurt me.
my heart wants to try us again .
I know your only human but you almost destroyed me.
Our love was worth it but still I need a little more time.
I hope you learned your lesson bout' hurting the ones you really love !!
coz I was a soldier for you would done anything to prove it to you.
Maybe we can get on track
pretend the love will bring you back
coz there's nobody else for me
my heart just wants to say this to you.
Gotta figure this out, we need a new start no more deceitful liess
and I'll try to trust u more.
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♥ Forget his everything..=(
13 Jun 2010, 10:27 am

Forget his name, forget his face,
Forget his kiss and warm embrace.
Forget the time we spent together.
Forget it all he is gone forever.
Forget the fact that he once cared,
Forget the love that he once shared.
Forget his love that once was true,
Remember now there is nothing at all.
Forget I cried all night long,
Forget him when he play the song.
Forget how close we once were.
Remember how he chose it that way.
Forget I memorized the way he walked.
Forget the way that he talked.
Forget the times he made me mad.
Remember how he made me feel so sad.
Forget the thrills when he said, Hi!
Forget the times he made me cry.
Forget the way he said my name.
Remember now he is not the same.
Forget I saw him yesterday.
Forget his gentle and teasing way.
Forget the things he had planned to do.
Remember now he is not with me.
Forget the times that went so fast.
Forget it all it is in the past.
Forget he said, I'll leave you never.
Remember now he is gone forever.
Forget the past that we once knew.
Forget it all leave it too.
Cause he no longer live in my heart anymore.
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♥ Aaaaaw aw aw aw..stress-ing
12 Jun 2010, 9:41 am
Damn tired recently..~ Hoamz
Need to take a LONG BREATH everyday..
Got so many works to do..
everyday sit in front of d Computer make ma eyes damn TIRED..
Payment Requests, Income Receipts, Journasl, Shipping Projects
80.000.000, 125.125.0000, 100.000.000
and so on...
Aaaa...Tired of facing these all numbering n works..

When will I get a Long Holiday n Long Rest ha..??
I really need it~
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